DEAR LOVE 

I have always loved you since the time I came to my senses. You are so beautiful that you colour my life like the many hues of the rainbow. I have loved your earthy smell. I have always wanted to dance while you watched my every move. And believe me, I did. Hope you noticed it. Remember, that day, when someone appreciated you, I danced in glee. I was so elated.

Do you know to what extent I love you? If you haven’t, then you will eventually. One day, I will whisper it in your ears. But let me tell you today. I love you to the extent of madness. It drives me insane if anyone was to speak ill of you. I almost killed one person one day. You know why? He was saying that you are not good enough; you do not have the capability to go ahead, develop and what not. Thank God I didn’t murder him for his words but then again, I wouldn’t mind being behind bars for you. I wouldn’t love you any less if you didn’t have anything to give me. I would continue to love you till death do us part.

You have this strange mesmerizing look that anyone would die for. Over the years, you have cared for me so much that I am thoroughly obliged to you. I know that you would probably say that what is it that you have given me. But then, I keep questioning myself; what have I given you. Nothing! Nothing compared to your dedicated love to me.

You have so many people who love you so much. Some don’t even want to leave your side. You can count me as one of them. I have never ever had the desire or the inclination to part from you though it is very important for you to know that people have tried to separate us in the past. Not now, no way, they cannot. No one and take that as a statement from me. No one can take the place that you have in my heart. Like I told you before, I love you to the point of insanity or lunacy or call it what you may.

Over the years, some people have helped you to grow but many have taken away what you cherished most; your happiness. You have held fort, bravely facing all adversities that have come your way. I have a lot to learn from you.

There are some who ask me what is it that you have that I die for and what I see in you. I have told them and will say it again and again. I see the world in you. I Love You ASSAM.